I’m beginning to wonder if it was too soon to get myself into an exclusive relationship. I am feeling the need for space and the need to set some better boundaries. I’m starting to see the facade fade a little. It feels too soon for the relationship to not feel new. Maybe it’s the holidays, maybe it’s the reality, maybe It’s a good friendship that shouldn’t be more. Maybe I will be surprised. I’ll let the holidays move on by and see what to do from there. As long as I’m true to myself and my feelings things will work out.